A plunging roller coaster.

Hello. 

I was in a major depressed mood today. (Something about me not having any friends. I'll get back to you on that.) Naturally, I tweeted about it, aaaaaand about a few minutes later, I got this text from this awesome friend of mine. It cheered me up instantly! It's just nice to know that distance doesn't affect friendship, no matter how paranoid you are about it. Thank you, E. ♥

Oh, and about me being all depressed about that absence of friends thing ... well, I don't really want to touch that topic right now. Maybe later. 

Also, I would also like to add that your presence on my cbox has also made me happier than I would have been. You know who you are! :B

Thanks for being there. :')

I'm blogging from my iPod.

This is cool.

Morning malfunction.

My eyes stared frantically at the unlit buttons as my hands slammed down onto each one. The old man stood motionless at my side, his eyes not moving and expressionless. My heart was pounding at an increasing pace under my rib cage and my hands - which were still pressing the elevator buttons in hopes that one would magically work - were trembling in fear. Oh, yes. I was going to die. My lungs were going to run out of oxygen and my soul would be knocked out of my body without mercy. I was going to die with no one but an elderly stranger by my side ...


... and then I opened my eyes and realised that I was on my bed, with my mum's voice piercing through the air, telling me to wake up and go complete my chores. My heart was still pounding in my chest, threatening to fly out of it, and when I reached for my phone, my hands were still shaking in terror.

I have a huge fear of dying in elevators. Don't laugh.

Have a good day, people.

P.S. Oh, and uh, thanks for keeping me company in the elevator, random old man.

P.P.S. I'm not really good at writing stories, sorry.

Rolling into oblivion.

Hello! Well, I revamped my blog. And yes, no picture. I don't have any current ones at the moment, so I guess I won't put one up until I do. :)

What has been going on in my life lately? Hmm ...

STUDIES
My studies are okay-ish, so far. I don't exactly know if I can get into the Dean's List for my 3rd semester though. It's pretty hard to tell. My on-going assessment marks were rather hopeless. Herp derp. I'll just need to pray hard and hope for the best!

SOCIAL LIFE
Well, since I have left Lendu for my semester break, my social life for this upcoming month and a half will be revolved around my friends back home. Yay! I haven't met all of them yet (their final exam papers just finished; hello!), but I sure will! :D Back to hanging out at the mamak stalls, shopping malls and random places. Not that I won't see my friends back at Lendu, o'course. (Yes, le Lendu amigos, let's set a date.)

WORK 
Okay, honestly, I have never ever worked in my life. I was never really able to find the initiative to do so, BUT (yes, there's a 'but') I may have something coming up to the likes of that. Perhaps, an internship. I have no idea. I need to go and investigate first. At least, I'll have something to do to fill in the voids of wasted time in this semester break.

LOVE LIFE
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA no, just ... no. *cricket sounds* If my love life was a book, it'd have empty pages.

I NEED MONEY. Heck yeah.

WHY THE FCK AM I SUCH A NOOB?

OMG IT'S BEEN ONE FCKING YEAR, SOFEYA.

ONE FCKING YEAR.

:(

Semester the third, I bid you goodbye.

Title: Lendu Chapter Three in Pictures

See you in the fourth!

Hghklph

It's raining, it's pouring ... and I WANT TO GO OUT! :(

.___.

I should start to love myself. Then perhaps, people might love me. -.- Yes, yes, I have the lowest self-esteem like, ever. Shaddaps. D:

It's all about the money, money, money.

So, like, 50% of my friends are using Blackberries now. K, cool. HAHA.

Takpa lah, I shall just settle down with my much-loved Xperia until my mum gets a new phone and decides to pass down her Blackberry to me. Only God knows when that will happen. :B

Of course, this post isn't here to talk about Blackberries or iPhones or iPads and all that. At this hour, yours truly will be talking (well, typing, actually) about STUPID IDIOTIC MORONIC PEOPLE WHO DON'T BAYAR HUTANG EVEN THOUGH THEY CAN AFFORD TO BUY ONE OUT OF THE GADGETS LISTED ABOVE.

Hah, caps lock-ed and bold-ed lagi. Ambik kau.

So okay, like seriously - not to point fingers at anyone or anything - but these kind of people (I discovered) actually do exist. Lets take a situation for example (any similarities it has to anyone else's situation is purely coincidental :B); you loan your friend about RM 300. You don't think twice about loaning that money. Heck, it's your close friend kan, so kesian lah dia tak berduit. So yeah, after loaning it, your friend's happy, bla bla bla ... ZOOM TO THE FUTURE 6 MONTHS LATER;

You: Eh, bila nak bayaq hutang ni?
Friend: Oh, sat naaa. Ceq takdak duit lagi ni. Ceq guna duit ceq untuk bayaq semua buku teks ceq.
You: Oh, orait!

ANOTHER 3 MONTHS LATER ...

You: Hutang ceq mana?
Friend: Oh, maaf maaf! Ceq guna semua duit ceq untuk bayaq loan kereta. Sat naaa!
You: Orait!

That night, you log onto Facebook, and you see your friend's latest status in your news feed. Your eyes widen in shock and horror when you see it. No, it isn't because of the status and no, it definitely isn't because of your friend's extremely disgusting profile picture. It's those two words that no other person-who-loaned-money-to-a-friend would like to see under their friend's status:

Via iPhone

VIA FRIGGIN' iPHONE!

WHAT. THE. FCKING. FCK.

The thought that would probably go running in your head after seeing those horrible two words: "Okay, so like, you can't afford to pay me that small sum of money when you can buy some phone for like 10 times that amount. WOW. JUST WOW."


And that, ladies and gentlemen, is why we should not trust people with our money. GOOD DAY.

Okay, no lah, that would be mean, haha. Not all people who borrow money are like that. The pengajaran we would get from this is perhaps: Loan, if you DARE. I'm sorry to all those yang terasa dengan this post, but seriously lah, pay up okay! -.- Asdfghjkl.

K, bai.

P.S. I memang saja letak lorat/loghat utara. HAHA, it just ... flew ... into my mind .__.

P.P.S. Yes, I know, FB doesn't have that 'via iPhone' crap anymore (it's 'via Facebook mobile' now) (and why the heck am I even keeping track of this? -.-), but this situation example is set in a different time, so ...

P.P.P.S. Oh, and some of you might be thinking; updating your Facebook status via iPhone once does not mean that that person has one. Well, let's pretend the loaner saw the 'via iPhone' status updates multiple times, and that he/she saw his/her 'friend' holding one on her/his way back to class. Mee-ow.

Kah-put.

Things running through my head as of this moment;

1. Sometimes, I do question my guy friends' sexual orientation.
2. I am sad that my close friends are sad. :(
3. I'm fat. I'm fat. I'm fat.
4. I have a pathetic social life.
5. I'm a useless daughter.
6. Fun things at Lendu always happen when I'm not there. D:<
7. My laptop's battery is almost at the end of its life.
8. I hear voices downstairs.
9. My stomach is so full I think it's gonna burst anytime soon.
10. I ate Jusco sushi! :D
11. I don't like those people yang bukan main nak berceramah agama, tapi depa mengaji pun tak. BODOH.
12. I'm fat.